Last year I didn't want Christmas. Didn't want a Christmas without one of my babies being here.
This year I want Christmas for my two boys here (I'm very excited), but I feel the missing part of my family so much. So, even though I think this Christmas is going to be very different for me, I'm aching a lot for Bailey. It is obviously the festive season which has made me yearn for him even more than the normal everday yearning I feel.
Not sure if I'm saying this all the right way, but there's something deep going on inside me, which is making me miss him so very much right now.
Today I bought two teddies to donate to other families who lose their precious babies. I buy teddies in Bailey's rememberence for Christmas and his angel anniversary's.
I also need to start organising my Christmas cards and get something together for remembering Bailey to place in them.
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