I know I can't force this. Just have to remember one day at a time.
Days will be good, days will be bad. Happy days, angry days. Family will just have to follow the grief.
I've been here before. I survived it. I can do my best to do it again. One step at a time. I can do this. Remember to breathe. Don't force things to be better, don't pretend, take each emotion as it comes.
Must remember to breathe - take time for adjustment, ignore the people who annoy the life out of me. Breathe. Mum and Bailey will soon be proud of me - I will survive, one day.